Thursday, October 26, 2006

Becoming Modesty Blaise



Have you ever wondered how much a haircut can do for a woman?

Well I tell you. It can turn her into an international secret service agent

Yesterday, after a particularly nasty incident with some hair straighteners, styling spray and time, I had to abandon the fullness of the do and scrape back my remaining hair into a high ponytail and carry on and get into work, before my boss had time to realise I was unforgivably late.

Going about my merry, but every day business, way I bumped into Adam, my chum who despite having the chaos of three young boys and a fabulous but frenetic woman, Annie, at home is about one of the calmest and most "zen" people who floats into my orbit on occasion.

"My," he said. "You look very Modesty Blaise."

"Who?" I replied, clearly ignorant of the name.

Now I'm not really old enough or comic strip fan enough to really know who Modesty is/was. But Adam, with the aid of Wikipedia, enlightened me that Modesty is/was a retired head of a criminal cartel turned superspy, known for hair colour changes, skimpy outfits and a peek-a-boo fringe not unlike mine - hence the comparison (fringe not skimpiness).


But, physicalities aside, Modesty is tough, smart and sassy - basically one kick ass chick.

Being imaginative creatures Portia and I set to work seeing how we both could become similar kick ass chicks in the vein of Ms Blaise (it was either that or just sit having a coffee and talking about boys - I know which one is more interesting!).

Of course the first thing two fabulous girl spies needs is a mission. An ours, because we chose to accept it is to half inch a gnome and spray paint it gold.

Now we have our own reasons for doing this (we are talking about a secret mission here! But the reasons mostly relate to a project by Annie involving gnomes - however the less said the better) - so I hope you will not question us and wait to hear how the mission goes.

And we have a plan - it involves smoke bombs, suction pads, Elton John style glittery sunglasses and golden leg warmers. Fabulous.

Of course this leaves me with no option other than to invest in all manner of catsuits, miniskirts and a utility belt which houses all manner of spying equipment, a pistol, cyanide tablets and of course, that bit of kit no spy could live without...lipstick.

PS on that girl power note I'd like to warn one and all that in coming days (following the Scarlett moment) there may be some changes afoot on the old blog front.... You have been warned,

Suze x

Fiddle-de-de (realisation)


Today the dreaded hair appointment came.

I sat in the salon with clenched fists, rocking gently to the hum of hairdryers, chattering and piped music. Absolutely petrified.


Three(three!) hours later I emerged with a fringe, coloured and shorter hair and £60 lighter, but feeling good - like a new woman really.

I met up with my friend and mentor Lisa for a drink to show off my new do.

As we sat there chatting Simon came in. He had been to have his hair cut too. As his jaw dropped I looked at him, with his bad crop, and realised - I am cuter, younger and really shouldn't bother with someone who doesn't want me.

That was when I had my Scarlett moment. Just without the civil war, death, Clark Gable etc. A bit of a shock really...

I'm totally over my Ashley. I'm gobsmacked.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Days off - aka eating cake and sorting holiday snaps...


Big plans...
Tomorrow I shall be mostly easting scrummy cake and sorting out my holiday snaps. That is after the dreaded hair appointment. I'm thinking as long as I have happy thoughts in my mind as I enter the salon (ie upcoming bun sesh).

I will also try to enter a new phase as regards the Ops list. I have managed to purchase a complete works of Shakespeare, must to the amusement of my colleagues who chortled in an unsympathetic fashion as I struggled under the massive weight of a library Shakespeare (a Publishers Work's special full of the knowledge of ages, purchased for the princely sum of £19.99). One or two were very eager to point out that I'll probably struggle to read it sitting in bed, as it spreads over a foot an a half when opened. Barstewards.

Ah well, it will all be worth it when I'm done and I can tick the item of my list, safe in the knowledge I am more cultured as a result.

Hairy Moments




One of my biggest phobias has to be my absolute dread of hairdressers. The main basis of this is that I truly hate people I don't know getting right in my face and talking to me. I don't know what it is about that behaviour but I just can't stand it. All I know is I'd rather have my teeth drilled - at least dentists wear masks.

Being a person who hates to be bound by fear I have tried a number of times to overcome this problem. But after several "incidents" involving near or actual injury I decided to give the whole hair cut thing a rest.

But I had decided last month I was ready to bite the bullet and attempt, against my internal fears, to have my slightly unruly hair tamed into a proper style.

I was all ready to engage the services of a reputable stylist, who had been recommended to me by a good and trusted chum.

However before I had chance to place a call to the salon, one (aforementioned) Simon stuck his ore in. Spotting the money off coupon for the salon on my desk he picked it up and handed it to me saying "You need this".

Charming. He did later apologise for his, I quote, "unprofessional comments." But for the last month I have refused to see a hairdresser. My hair isn't quite in the league of Tom Hanks in Castaway, its long, shiny and clean, rarely styled bar the daily plait or pony tail to allow me to go about my day without significant hair crises.

The worst thing that any man can think, be he friend, relative, co-worker or other, is that you will change how you are to fit his opinion. It is a real sign of weakness and something that can totally alter social standing. Hence my resistance to overcoming the salonophobia.

But I feel it is now getting ridiculous, I'm not happy with it and I really want a change. So I'm off to a salon tomorrow to try and bring an end to the Barnet saga.

I just hope Simon, and other colleagues, has no memory for mean things he has said in the past...

Monday, October 23, 2006

Operation under fire


As part of ongoing Distraction Ops I yomped out into the wilds with girly pals on Sunday for a spot of sharp shooting fun in the form of a day of paintballing.

We arrived in our little runabouts at 9am, not many hours after arriving home from the previous nights drink and dance activities, and found the place in a muddy quagmire.

As the realisation dawned on us that our team of 14 were all togged up in wildly inappropriate footwear, consisting of white trainers and silver glittery ballet pumps, and clothing, ie small pink t-shirts and boot-cut jeans, we realised that a completely different kind of team were assembling close by.

We watched in shock and awe as a group of about 15 men extricated themselves from a variety of heavy duty Dadmobiles - Volvos, Mondeos and the like - dressed in various degrees of military clothing.

I kid you not, these guys were serious. Not only were they pulling on British Army issue webbing (the new stuff that not all Our Boys (tm The Sun) have received yet) and attaching paint grenades to their hips, but it was also revealed that they had a cache of customised paint guns they had brought from home. They were clearly prepared for war.

Now I am not one to sneer disapprovingly at other people's pursuits (I mean you can go to paperclip racing events for all I care - as long as it makes you happy) but these guys had come along on the Sunday at the start of half term - so it what did they expect as opponents - the hard core of the SAS?

True to our expectations two gaggles of tiny boy scouts - possibly cubs - had also arrived for some shoot 'em up fun. About 50 per cent of the kids were clearly hyper whilst the others were trying to find ways of pulling up their oversize overalls so that they didn't trip up on the legs - not the most taxing of opponents.

As we checked for the arrival of the Dadmobile team's air support unit, the paintball marshalls looked on nervously and puzzled over which team to match up with the Gung-ho Volvo boys, with their paintball AK47s and their tactical assault vests.

In the end, evidently seeing the mixture or terror and smirking disdain on our faces, they decided to pit kids against grown ups.

We watched as a troop of small cubs traipsed off, all but swamped by overalls and goggles, followed by the gun-toting Mondeo Men who hi-fived each other to whoops of "See you on the other side", as if they were trying to breach the beach head on Omaha.

A few minutes later we heard distant gun-shots and explosions, in the manner of the opening scenes of Saving Private Ryan.

We were later told, after a day of discovering the joys of localised bruising, that the cubs escaped without serious harm...

Friday, October 20, 2006

Women who wear white

There are two definitive types of women in the world, those who can wear white (Women In White - WIWs) and those who can't (WithOut White WOWs).

Simon's lovely girlfriend Sarah, I understand, is undoubtedly a WIW, while I fall firmly into the second category.

WIWs are the sort of women who can wear white accoutrements without stains, accessorize to within an inch of their lives, have perfect hair with no fluffy bits, can command the attention of any male, straight or gay, and generally show no signs of fraying.

WOWs on the other hand are unable to find the source of permanent marks on their heavily crumpled white linen trousers, lose earrings from their earlobes (my adorable French amie Isabelle has no matching pairs of earrings because of this) and command the attention of any male, straight or gay, by falling off of ridiculously high heels into muddy puddles whilst mid-fray. WIWs are in control, shrewd women, like Condoleeza Rice or Kirsty Gallagher, whereas WOWs are scatty, occasionally in freefall and wearing the wrong shoes, we all know plenty of examples of these.

It makes you wonder how we manage to compete really. By rights WIWs should rule the world, breed like rabbits and pushing WOWs - the sartorial equivalent of Homo neanderthalensis - into extinction.

However, I suspect this is due to one more important classification which separates women into another two groups, into which all women fall into - those with a sassy sense of humour and those without.

Both WIWs and WOWs can fall into each category.

I hope that, despite this weekend trying to chat up a cute guy at a bar (in the Elton sunglasses) with a line about having sticky fingers from a lollipop and a bad joke about Mongol hordes in reference to his travel exploits (behaviour that marks me out as a WOW), I can call myself one of the lucky ones with a sense of fun.

Of course the most disgustingly perfect and fabulously infallible of all groups is the WIW who can make you laugh.

My sister is one - perfectly turned out for any occasion, but with a perfect sense of timing and humour which can leave anyone in stitches. These are certainly not women to mess with and should be loved and cherished - for they are truly special.

Lets face it though, if you lose the humour a WIW is just an efficient dress rack and a WOW without a giggle is just grim.

The ability to laugh and make others laugh is a real blessing and can overcome any fault - but nothing can compensate for lacking a sense of humour.

PS I don't know if Sarah has a sense of humour, but knowing Simon, she must have.

Operational details

After extensive consultation (with two of my chums - one being Portia, the other my good pal and fellow Elton sunglasses wearer Paul) I have started a list of challenges in a bid to achieve maximum distraction.

So far:
1. Do a parachute jump
2. Read the works of Shakespeare
3. Sing on stage - alone....
4. Learn to ride a motorbike
5. To drink and dance until dawn
6. Visit Florence
7. Learn to surf
8. Be an extra on TV
9. Get drunk on cider at a scrumpy farm
10. Buy a bicycle and cycle 100 miles in a day
11. To compete in an equestrian event
12. To take part in a mobility scooter race
13. Meet Bill Oddie
14. Keep a regular blog



As you can see number 14 is well under way, I have big plans on number 5 and number 2 just require perseverance but the others require some organising. I would welcome any further suggestions, especially for stuff you can just wake up one morning and decide to do...

Paul also suggested that I try dating a man from every country in the world. This has been discounted because it is far too labour intensive, but we are currently discussing the sensibilities of dating a man from each EU country...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

What is the plan?

Just to be clear, Operation Distraction, despite its slightly misleading title, isn't about me ignoring my feelings. It is about developing my life in other areas so that I can move on.

I like to think of it as a healthy approach to something which is causing me difficulty.

This guy, lets call him Simon for the sake of ease and convenience, is a great guy (I feel a bit bad having called him a waistrel - but it's done - I refuse to change the blog if I do it once I'll keep doing it) but there is going to be no way that anything can happen between us, so obsessing about such matters is really not good for the soul.

The plan, known as The Master Plan, simply consists of taking the cliche Carpe Diem and actually doing it.

So with that in mind I'm looking at ways of expanding my horizons every day - whether it be taking the time to learn more about my valued friends, learning a new skill or doing completely ridiculous such as going to a Fatty Arbuckles and winning a certificate for eating a ludicrously oversized steak and icecream. Suggestions would be gratefully received.

Some elements of the plan have already been rolled into action. My good friend Portia, a single mum with a smiley and quiet baby called Bob who discovers the world through his mouth, has been dragging me out to some of the more ludicrous nitespots in town (sans Bob, naturellement).

We're not sharking, we're just out laughing mostly and dancing. Men are really just secondary to the whole thing and we're enjoying just having fun.

Also we have coming with a clearly life changing, albeit drunken, scheme to go to Somerset, get absolutely of our faces on cider at a scrumpy farm before cycling home on a tandem bicycle. Fabulous, I'll keep you posted...

But really we're just going out, having fun and meeting people before stumbling home with a takeaway and sleeping the whole thing off. Now that is good for the soul.

And until you have stood in the doorway of a trendy wine bar, wearing outrageous Elton John/Dame Edna Everage sunglasses and asked directions to Club Tropicana, because you know the drinks are free, you really haven't lived.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Why I write....

I woke up one morning to the horrible realisation that, despite my better judgement and principles forbidding such romantic and trite impulses, I had fallen for a male friend.

This horrible fact is aggravated by several factors:-
1. He is a workmate
2. He has a long term girlfriend ( a slim blonde stunnah)
3. He is a waistrel

The most highly irritating thing about this whole thing is the fact I have inexplicably morphed from driven career woman into soppy, starry eyed freak who is unable to concentrate. Not big, clever, or condusive to sanity.

As a result I am determined to take my life back, by force if necessary, using Operation Distraction (also known as Operation Having Fun In Spite Of Unhealthy Preoccupations).
This blog officially starts Operation Distraction in a bid to open the operation to scrutiny and ridicule and, therefore, motivation...